This discipline of the Christian walk will not automatically make me a more Christ-like person. But I have found that with each passing day, I am growing in my love for Christ. I am cultivating a deeper desire to read His Word and apply it to every facet of my life, including my mommyhood.
Since beginning this rising early adventure, I am better understanding Christ's statement, "Apart from Me, you can do nothing" (John 15:5). I often try with all of my own might to do the right thing, say the right thing, and be the perfect mom all of the time. And then I fail miserably. I need God's strength, because mine is small. I need God's wisdom, because I have none. I need the beautiful gospel to transform my life so that I can put Jesus on display before the eyes of my children. I cannot do this alone. I need God and His Word.
If I start my day at the feet of Jesus, I am more prone to run to Him when the difficulties, temptations, and victories come. I have a greater sense of my dependency on God. My heart is less focused on the temporal and more set on the eternal. Mothering is too grave a mission, the stakes are too high to not be saturated with Scripture.
"Satisfy us in the morning with Your steadfast love, that we may rejoice and be glad all our days."
~ Psalm 90:14
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